I haven’t written on my blog in a while! Was thinking about it because I want to start a travel blog for when I go to Vietnam and Cambodia at the end of the year. But might have a seperate one for that I think.

I definitely go through phases with the whole blogging, really i see it as a diary and I know as a kid i would keep a diary for a year but then wouldn’t want to do it the next year. I’m just expecting a quite dreary day at work so just thoyght i would check and see if this blog still exists, and it does. cool.

This is something I wrote for a section in my local newspaper, called the heckler. You write 450 words on something that makes your blood boil.

‘I sort of remember what’s its like to be overworked, to be so busy its gets to 5.30 before you realise. But for the last four months I have sat infront of a computer hearing my brain cells die.

I’m a graduate. I did well in my HSC, went onto uni, where three years later I left with a degree. After a year of travel I returned to Sydney, looking for a job. Unsure of what I wanted to do I applied for graduate positions with the government.

I thought it was prestigious, important work in a challenging environment. So I filled out my application forms, which were essay length in the hope that my writing would stand out from the hundreds who applied.

Then I processed through a wide range and variety of interviews, group activities and cognitive tests to ensure that the cream of the crop are offered the jobs. So after all this, I returned to my parents home, living off them while waiting for a phone call or if you are unlucky, an email.

I did get that phone call, and so in September last year I moved to Canberra to start up a job in the public service. So, you may ask, what do I have to complain about? I’m in a great job, with a career path of promotions ahead of me and all the benefits of the public service.

Yes, the department I am in is pretty good, the hours are good and I love flex time! But I have been placed in a junior position and so four months later frustration and boredom have set in. I am supposedly a ‘star’, a high performer both academically and personally. I have shown I have many skills – leadership, decision making, communication and so on. Yet I spend my days idly waiting until I have been at work for the required 7 hours and 25 minutes!

I started my graduate position with a group of 8 others. At least 2 will be leaving by July, not even staying for a year. And 3 more, including myself, won’t be here at the end of the year. All because we are bored. And what makes my blood boil is the waste of time and money, all the advertising and resources spent on recruiting new graduates, and training us up once we are in the service, then to have half leave within a year!

So if you are an employer reading this, create a working environment that engages staff! and don’t make me proof read your documents, that’s not what I went to uni for! (oh yeh, I’m writing this at work).’

a new year update. after returning to Canberra after a great Christmas holiday in Sydney I was feeling pretty blue. It has gotten a bit better and the fact that i know everyone else is feeling the same way helps a bit, but basically I’m bored. I did get some interesting challenging work today and yesterday but that has been approved and sent off to the big wigs, so now I am back to not having much to do at all.

I got this quote off news.com.au and it sums up exactly how I am feeling:

‘ I think looking at graduate level is a good example of why people become frustrated at the under use of their skills. Employers seek graduates who are high performers both academically and personally. They want graduates to have demonstrated so many skills, such as leadership, decision making and so forth. These are the ‘stars’. They are then placed in junior roles where the skills they have built up are not being utilized. Frustration and boredom soon follow. In the future employers will need to create a working environment that provides a level of flexibility and independence still not accepted, in order to engage staff.’

There is nothing more to be said.

I have a new house to live in, it is VERY exciting. I just signed the lease last night and will move in two weeks from now. It is going to be so much better I can just tell. My lesson learnt from the past experience is the people are everything in a shared house, no matter what you must like the people!

This house is heaps nicer too as well. Modern 2 storey townhouse, with the three bedrooms upstairs and my room isn’t next to the bathroom. I am seriously getting sick of everyone having there shower just as I am falling off to sleep, and just making no effort to try and be quiet. I just get my revenge by being loud in the kitchen at 7am every morning.

Back to the new house – has a great downstairs open plan living area. modern kitchen and nice size courtyard with plants around it. Only downside is no car space as 2 girls in it already both use the garage. so will have to park on the street.

Last night when I went over to sign the lease they were cooking quails. I have never even eaten them before. And they were telling me they painted all the pictures on the walls too. So I will be able to hang up all my pics too which will be great.

I have 1hr 45 mins until finish work. we have work Christmas party on this afternoon, and it mostly counts towards our time sheet which is great. but my work is dead boring so I am trying to do stuff but just not interested.

I broke the news about moving out. The girl was really nice about it. I was a bit surprised as I thought she wouldn’t be very happy, but maybe she is happy to get rid of me too. I probably ask too many questions and complain too much for her. On Sunday when I went into the kitchen there was a note. it said ‘ A girl will be moving in this afternoon’. I was like, thanks for all the info. A girl, no name or anything. So when i saw her I said who is this girl moving in. It is a completely different girl to who she said she gave the room to. Are you confused? I was. It is a Burmese girl who she knows through uni. So I was like great, a complete stranger who is her friend! I was just imagining another person coming in late, keeping odd hours as uni has now finished!

So was ironing when someone was trying unsuccessfully to get in the door. Opened to find this girl bringing her stuff in. Her name was different so i have completely forgotten it already. But she dropped her stuff off and then left. so said Hi! but that’s about it. we’ll see. I guess I’m just thinking I don’t know her and she will be in the house all day…

In other news, i bought a $10 vacuum cleaner a few weeks ago. but hadn’t gotten round to buying bags for it. Finally got some on Friday. went to put them in and realised people had been using it so the area was full of dust and hair which i had to clean out. Got bag in, plugged it in and went to turn it on and the on button was broken. This is like the first time I used it and it was broken. So pissed off as I know it was fine when I brought it home! It can turn on but you have to hold the button down to keep power which is a bit hard when you are trying to vacuum as well. I don’t know. might be able to get some electrical tape and see if that works…

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